When did it change?

When did I decide it was up to me?

When did it change? My trust that I will be taken care of and all is well.

When I was merely a cell, I didn’t have to think about trusting Source to help.

When I became a fetus, I didn’t have to try and trust that I would be given food or money or worry about the future. I simply grew and all was provided.

And when I was born, my needs were met without my plotting or scheming how.

So, when did my trust level change?

When did I become someone who had to take the reins and decide that it was up to me to push and strive and manipulate forces to my will?

If it was good enough for me in the beginning, why am I NOW not able to trust the Divine Force which held my Soul in Its hands?

Something to ponder…